律蔵 薬犍度 段落70
Atha kho so taruṇapasanno mahāmatto ujjhāyati khiyyati vipāceti— “kathañhi nāma bhadantā mayā nimantitā aññassa bhojjayāguṁ paribhuñjissanti, na cāhaṁ paṭibalo yāvadatthaṁ dātun”ti kupito anattamano āsādanāpekkho bhikkhūnaṁ patte pūrento agamāsi—“bhuñjatha vā haratha vā”ti. Atha kho so taruṇapasanno mahāmatto buddhappamukhaṁ bhikkhusaṅghaṁ paṇītena khādanīyena bhojanīyena sahatthā santappetvā sampavāretvā bhagavantaṁ bhuttāviṁ onītapattapāṇiṁ ekamantaṁ nisīdi. Ekamantaṁ nisinnaṁ kho taṁ taruṇapasannaṁ mahāmattaṁ bhagavā dhammiyā kathāya sandassetvā samādapetvā samuttejetvā sampahaṁsetvā uṭṭhāyāsanā pakkāmi. Atha kho tassa taruṇapasannassa mahāmattassa acirapakkantassa bhagavato ahudeva kukkuccaṁ, ahu vippaṭisāro— “alābhā vata me, na vata me lābhā; dulladdhaṁ vata me, na vata me suladdhaṁ; yohaṁ kupito anattamano āsādanāpekkho bhikkhūnaṁ patte pūrento agamāsiṁ—‘bhuñjatha vā haratha vā’ti. Kiṁ nu kho mayā bahuṁ pasutaṁ puññaṁ vā apuññaṁ vā”ti? Atha kho so taruṇapasanno mahāmatto yena bhagavā tenupasaṅkami, upasaṅkamitvā bhagavantaṁ abhivādetvā ekamantaṁ nisīdi.
The official complained and criticized them, “When the venerables have been invited by me, how can they eat someone else’s rice porridge? Am I incapable of giving them as much as they like?” Angry and aiming to criticize, he walked around filling the monks’ almsbowls, saying, “Eat it or take it away.” When he had personally served the various kinds of fine foods to the Sangha of monks headed by the Buddha, and the Buddha had finished his meal, the official sat down to one side. The Buddha instructed, inspired, and gladdened him with a teaching, after which he got up from his seat and left. Soon after the Buddha had left, that official felt anxiety and remorse, thinking, “It’s bad for me, truly bad, that I acted like this. I wonder, did I make much merit or demerit?” He then went to the Buddha, bowed, sat down,
導線タグ: 上司,子育て,後悔,自信,食事,罪悪感
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